I'm awesome and in the dark.

I was robbed of my youth

Just a couple years ago

And to tell you the truth

I was happy to let it go

I don’t feel tied down to childish dreams

Because they have been replaced with violent screams

But these screams know everything

These words know all

Because to retrace your steps

Is to shuffle back and fall

Every night I think of the day

Wondering if tomorrow will be okay

No one is sick, no one is dying

Although I feel like I should be crying

Home is place where you want to belong

But in this place, this city, this town

My life and existence all feel wrong

Everyone tells me to grow up

As if I haven’t quite enough

I hate when people tell me what I should do

As if they even have a clue

Sacrifice is a lot more than you believe

Because if you’ve never lived it, then please leave

Sometimes it’s amazing, what people say

Because not everything happens that way

If you complain and those who complain

Doesn’t that make you the same?

To be very honest,

I’m driving myself insane

At this moment I’m alone in the dark

And typing, is not a walk in the park

This poem isn’t turning our like planned

But if you’re really human, then you’d understand

Anyway, I’m moving on

Because this is the part

Where everything goes wrong

To go back in time

Isn’t a crime

We all want to be young

Dangerous yet free

But when you crash and burn

Don’t blame me