Ending this

I've decided not to put an end to my insanity, rather I want him to. Or at least start it. I want him to start the end of my own issues. Sounds crazy right? Well this happens to be a crazy person talking, so deal with it.

I want him to approach me and talk, not me approach him. Because if he cared to resolve this, he would step forward. But because I want him to begin the ending of this, does that mean I don't care? In a sense. I do care, because I don't want him to be mad at me, but I don't care anymore about being insane. Being preoccupied from all the other things in my life that drive me up the wall is probably going to be a good thing.