We all hope that some idiot in out lives will change. Sure the outside can sometimes appear that this person has changed. But think deep. This person can't change who they are. And whoever wants to them to change is a moron themselves.
You are who you are, learn to deal with it. Will changing really make you a better person? Or are we just covering up rust with paint?
In the wonderful lyrics of some mainstream Paramore "Once a whore, you're nothing more." Harsh. But for as long as I can give my honest opinion, I will believe that. I refuse to believe anything of your character in any other way. You can't change.
True. I did change my opinion, that's my heart kicking in. I feel pain for everyone. I cried in a auditorium full of people when I saw someone suffering through life without the ability to walk or speak properly (his name has slipped my mind at the moment). Why? It's called compassion for others, and I like to think I have a lot of it. No, I did not cry for you, because I didn't feel I would be pity you for much longer. Some people are better when they are hurting. Their words begin to have real meaning. Now all you say is useless information, just trying to make yourself and everyone know your faking something to feel better.You'll never feel better.
Now for him, he managed to change, for you. He's still who I wish he still was deep down. Or maybe he was like this the whole time. Do I know? Should I know? If I did know I'd consider myself an expert creeper. But I don't know, and honestly I don't want to know. Sometimes I'd like to think I could believe myself.
Lately I've been trying to figure out why I'm here. Everyone has a purpose. I think I finally know mine. I want to help people feel like they should. Not like a motivational speaker, or mentor. Just someone who will be there to give actual advice and help with the problem. I want to shake up the world of psychiatrists. Because, most of them have no idea what a real problem is. They think being in debt after University is something huge, so they'll use that as a foundation to helping you. But that's not a problem, their in your head, and I can sure as hell understand people better than half of Canada's psychiatrists. I swear to shake it up, if you swear to listen. ;D
Also I am now 412x more k00L after the last sentence.
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