Now I can be something new, but I believe that isn't true.
Music lyric references are not good for me. They cause people to believe I am something really new. Like I have changed into something odd and a lie. This is shaping up to be pretty odd. Another odd fact is that this was written on graph paper in bright yellow marker.
Make me feel broken, music that makes us feel.
"I can't change what I've always been"
"I can change and now I mean it"
That's what 3 years does to you? You can't change what you've always been, but now you can? Contradiction at it's best I suppose.
That fact that this is going to re-written about three times is different. No maybe, it just is.
Forever will I be waiting for a song that has a true, pure meaning that I will be fully able to relate to. It's not meant to be scary or heartless. I feel the need to explain myself now. I have more heart and soul than everyone, anyone will ever meet. Watch.
Listen to my heart? Sometimes we all should use our brains, that is what they were made for after all, how can our hearts tell us what is right and what is wrong? I don't know where I'm going, and I don't know why.
The one thing that will make me respect Miley Cyrus -> F7m0nON6YY
Something like that. If you know what I mean please find it. If you don't, don't waste your time, I won't tell you. It will mean nothing if you don't understand.
When I am done writing this I want to give it to someone to read the rough draft. Because maybe they will be able to read scribbles. I know I can't.
"All I want is you"
Sure, okay, why ever have I fallen in love with a song that someone I dislike showed me to?
I'll ever fight with a passion to make at least one person a day feel better about something. Forever and always. All I believe in is how other people will feel and if they will be fine in the very end. Why should I matter only when there are others in the world?
Everyone wants a happy ending, everyone deserves one. Some do more than others, it's no lie. Some never get their happily ever after.
Beauty is in the eye of the beholder, because if you don't love yourself, then no one can make you love you.
Why do I even try.
It means something. Somehow I feel like I am trying to help a lost soul find a way. Sure I'm stuck in lonely sad tunnel. But I know pain more than everyone. It's called empathy, and I believe I am much better than anyone at realizing how people are really feeling.
Still can't play charades for shit though.
It means something to have your words heard.
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that and people suck at guessing what you're trying to show them
ReplyDeleteit's like they're blind (or stupid)