A series of thoughts can be a death bed

Sometimes you feel like shit.

Sometimes you feel you can't do anything right.
Sometimes you think you can't do anything right.
Sometimes you know you can't do anything right.

Don't you just hate those thoughts that are degrading? They make you feel like you don't deserve your breath, that you aren't allowed to have a future, to be someone special. You can't succeed, you don't deserve anything.

Thoughts over-take my mind often.

Two minutes ago, I couldn't think, screaming words of pure hatred were rushing through my mind. I had a throbbing headache for 30 seconds, because I felt like I didn't want any this, I didn't want to be here, I didn't want to live. What brought on these thoughts? Or this episode? Because all the thoughts were unclear, can you understand gibberish? Can you understand just what you think you are saying?

Sometimes, I think the thoughts of mine will be the death of someone.