These words are my heart and soul. Kind of

Fluttering fire flies during cool summer nights
Who knew I was afraid of the steep height
It would take to cope with the feelings of loosing you
My mind is upside down, I never know what to do
I feel helpless in a world of valiant people
Well this my love, is the church and the steeple

All the apathetic feelings I share
Will make it seem as if I don't care
But are you aware?
I'd love and show pride,
But it's something I need to hide

Life is worth losing you
Doesn't mean I have choose you
You are my nothing
But you were my everything
The hurt feelings of my mine you have revealed
Can never be healed

Thoughtfulness is always lost
When it brought in at a valuable cost
The time I spent rearranging myself for you
All turns out to be untrue
The lies you told, the friendship of mine you sold
Friend has a different meaning to what I've been told

As I walk along of path, of life and death
I will soon take my last breathe
For you it would be
The only one who believed in me
The love, the trust
Has always been a must
But have I have I ever told you
But what I'm prepared to do
If in a case of lost souls
I'll be there when we're both old

The times of despair you will feel
Will never be anything that is truly real
Root out all the thoughts you keep inside
I have a clue on where you like to hide
Hind your pain for times of the taking
I know what kind of mess your making

Words to describe you are hardly spoken
But the harmony we have should not be broken
The tears I cry for you, always have a meaning
But I will always end up leaning
On you when I need a hand
When I'm fading into some other land

Slowly I will pick myself off the floor
Reaching for the door
Gasping for air
Never giving a care
How life is never fair
But I will always be trying
But always falling down crying
Slowly fading away, dying